More Drama!

Carol has been really nasty. First off please do not repeat this other than to Mom who knows and Peter and Alan. Carol I very nicely asked her to delete Alison a while back. She gave me a really had time about it told me she supports me but not like that…whatever. I didn’t understand since everyone has been there to support them in their time of need but she couldn’t do that for me. Then after Kaylee’s party, I nicely asked her if she could delete the video’s she posted as she is friends with Alison still, and I did not want Alison to see stuff that goes on in my family. Alison likes to keep emailing me and pointing stuff out….other story. Anyways, It is a major trigger for me and I asked Carol 3 times nicely! Then she Blocked me on FB. I ended up writing her an email telling her I would report her to FB if the pictures weren’t taken down. It was because I was very upset at this point because I did ask her nicely. Alan then got involved because he saw how much it was hurting me so Alan tried calling Carol…she never picked up so he ended up texting her trying to explain nicely again for me…he figured maybe coming from him she could understand. Anyways, Carol finally writes Alan back telling Alan that she will never take any more family photos and then goes on to tell him that she feels sorry for him and my kids because of what he has to deal with with me!!!! Alan just let it go and replied lol! Then a few days later, I get another freaking email from Alison and she says to me I don’t understand why you don’t want me to see your pictures on FB. Now mind you the only one who knew about that besides, Mom, Alan and Peter at the time was Carol. Carol went and told Alison that I didn’t want her to see my pictures! Not to mention, she forwarded my messages on to Colleen to read. Really! Really?? Was that necessary. Why is she creating more drama than needed? Can you please tell me what on earth I did that was so wrong, that I deserved to be treated like that. I do admit after that happened I told Carol off and so did Alan via text. She only responded by telling me to never email or text her again. She never even apologized for doing what she did. Mom was even suprised by Carol doing this. 

Now getting to Colleen, we went out to that one on one lunch back in March. We had a great time. I even did my best to explain where I was coming from with the depression and explained about the Alison situation and that it just really meant a lot to me if she could delete Alison as I didn’t want Alison knowing anymore about my family business and I really needed that support from my family. Well she said to my face she understood…. then she talks to Carol a day or so later and emails me saying that I am childish and she really doesn’t understand why she deleted Alison but she did it anyways. Now I have come to find out that Colleen has added Alison back on to her friends list! Now you tell me because Alan and Mom and Peter don’t get why she would do that. Alan was pissed off and told me that Colleen was being a spiteful, two-faced bitch! Again how do I deserve this? What could I have ever done to anyone to deserve being treated like crap! This is the crap that triggers me off and sends me into further depression. I wish I could let it all go. How do I fix it when my own family thinks I am nuts. I have a medical condition and no one can understand that. I admit I am super sensitive and take things very personally. I am trying hard to work on that in therapy but is it too much to ask people to be mindful and supportive especially of their own family and not Alison!